Tuesday, May 20, 2008


Someone else made an offer on the house. It's more than what they're asking for it. I've cried and cried tonight. My face is red and puffy and my nose is runny and I can't cry anymore. And then more tears come.

I feel guilty crying with so many other things going on in friends' lives that are so much worse. I'm healthy, I'm getting married to the man I love more than anything, I have a new job, we have money to actually AFFORD a house, I have food in my refrigerator, clothes in my closet...and yet, I'm sad. I'm frustrated. I don't understand why.

This is the third house that has been bought that we were seriously looking at and considering buying. Hard to believe when the housing market supposedly stinks. Everyone keeps telling me to be patient. I'm not sure how many more houses I have to look at and keep "being patient." We've looked at 40 something so far.

I am so sick of this. I think I'm going to live in my classroom.

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