Thursday, May 22, 2008

It'll be ok

So I'm okay about the house. That isn't to say that I don't want it, or I wouldn't JUMP at the chance to live there...but I'm okay. I've done a lot of praying since finding out we weren't getting it. I've wrestled with being angry with God about it. This isn't the first house we've lost from someone else making an offer after we'd made's the second (and a half if you count the house that we'd decided to make an offer on but hadn't and then suddenly it was under contract, too). I know that life works this way and that other people have to have a place to live as well. I feel like God is telling me that I'm not being patient and letting Him do it in His timing. And I'm not. I just wish that His timing would happen soon! :)

There is another house that we liked the same day we found "the" house. I liked it just fine before I saw that one. So I was a big girl and called Eddie yesterday morning and said I'd like to look at it again. If I can go in and do a few things to it I can make it work for us. It won't be the same, though.

Whatever we do, I really and truly do want it to be with God's timing. This is something that I've always struggle with but when I look back I know that it always does work out. Things happen when you're not trying to force them to...that's how I met Eddie!

On a different note, Stacey and I went to dinner last night at the Thai restaurant and we had a great time. I always enjoy getting together with her, even though it's not very often these days. She's been working out (it looks like she's been working her fanny off...she looks GREAT!) and I have "hired" her to be my personal trainer for the last month before our wedding. I need help with arms, abs, and more cardio so I think we're going to do that! Yea for exercise...!!!


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